For you or against you?

You will never know whether one is for you or against you until something happen to you because of that person. However, I trust that God is for you and never against you.

But wait a minute! Er... when I am writing the above, the following made me stop and ponder for a while.

Do I really trust that in my heart? Or am I only trusting Him in my speech and writing?

No one can discern that! Only Him! Is that why there are times that I am not sure of that as well? Haha... what an irony?